Showing posts with label Jerusalem Program. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Jerusalem Program. Show all posts

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

The LAUREN Project


This project was set up in memory of Lauren Johnson, a member of my Jerusalem Program team who died of carbon monoxide poisoning just 5 days before we left for Jerusalem.

It turned out that I took her internship placement at Rabbis for Human Rights when my original placement fell through.

Her legacy of integrity and passion for human rights is something that had a large impact on me during my time in Jerusalem, and is something I still think of often.

Her family and supporters are creating a fund to assist people who want to volunteer overseas. They also are working hard to educate about the dangers of carbon monoxide poisoning and are pushing for everyone to have a detector (my roommate just put one in our house last week!).

Check out the link:
http://laurensproject.org/

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

The Last Days...


Right when it is time to fill out all of the reflections, evaluations, and finish my papers, I am suddenly mentally exhausted and have lost the inspiration to write.

I think that a large part of that is that these last days have been filled with goodbyes, gifts, parties, notes, and just an overwhelming realization that my time here is coming to a close.

On Monday, one of the Rabbis and I finished the concept note for a grant to the EU!!! It felt like such an accomplishment. He said that it was the first EU grant they had ever completed, because they are SO much work. We both stayed late and went early the next day, but we cranked it out. It would be fabulous if they got the grant, and I am thankful for having had the experience of writing it.

The same day, the staff and Rabbis for Human Rights threw me a little goodbye party. Working there has been one of my very favorite life experiences, so it is I who thank them. I'll write more about my overall reflection about my internship later.

Yesterday was my last day with the Bedouin teachers - it was actually very emotional for me. I took one of my friends with me - she is going to take over the classes when I am gone, which I am so thankful for. It feels good to be able to hand of these lessons to someone else who I know will do a fantastic job. I didn't want to abandon these ladies after they have opened up to me so much. I took with me a couple of scholarship applications for one of the teachers there. She is just a standout - I saw something special in her the very first minute I met her. She is someone who no matter how difficult a situation she lived in, she would excel. It has been hard for her though, she has enormous amounts of ambition in a society that is patriarchal and that makes it very difficult for a woman, especially a young woman, to follow their passions if they fall outside of the realm of what is considered socially acceptable. People talk about her behind her back, and her family puts enormous pressure on her to get married and settle down. Though life would probably be even more difficult for her if she wins one of these scholarships, it would give her the opportunity to travel and pursue her passions. She a leader, naturally, and she could do anything she put her mind to if given the opportunity. The teacher who is taking over my classes will be working with her to fill out the scholarship applications, and God willing, someday this Refugee Bedouin teacher will be changing the world.

This note was from her, and it is now one of my most prized possessions:

I have not known you so much yet, but Really I have Learned a lot of things from you. and I will never forget person like you. A good, neat, kind, funny person like Haley will never be forgetten easily.......
I appreciate everything you did for me. I appriciate your generosity in giving me the hope to continoue during the time I feel I need to stop.
Haley, Be sure. there is someone in Palestine called --- loves you. I just wrote there words there is no time and if there is more time I'll would write you many thing to say I love you... I'll miss you. Remember Jerusalem Palestin.
What a phenomenal experience I have had here. I am kind of bewildered to think that it is coming to a close! Where did it all come from, and how in the world is it over?

Today is a holiday (Purim) so, no work. I am going with a friend to Ramallah, finally. And tomorrow - I leave for Egypt. Then back here for a day or two, and then... back to Denver. I'll arrive on the 22nd, and classes for the next quarter start at 9am on the 23rd. Eek.

So many things to catch up on in this journal/blog - but it will have to wait.
Hope you all are having a wonderful week.
If you are in Denver, start preparing some Mexican food, because I am close to being on my way...

Sunday, February 1, 2009

RHR Day 1: Welcome to Balagon.

Balagon is a Hebrew word meaning 'chaos.'
And after today, it is a word I will never forget.

Today was my first day working with Rabbis for Human Rights.

I was a little bit anxious this morning, mainly about being able to find the place.
However, thanks to some advice (thanks Talia!) and a lot of asking the bus driver of bus #30 where to get off (don't worry! he kept telling me) I did manage to find the office - - it isn't exactly in the classiest section of town (my instructions were something like - get off at the industrial zone, walk through the mall across the parking lot, through the wire fence, look for a baguette shop... etc.) - but nevertheless, after a few fruitful conversations with security guards, I found it.

I felt a bit bad that I was a few minutes late - but that didn't turn out to be a problem because my supervisor actually forgot about me and hadn't come in to work that morning. I actually was thankful for it though, because the wonderful receptionist called him to come in, and it gave me a few minutes to orient myself and read some of the brochures and such about the organization (irgun).

Those were the only slow minutes of the day.

My supervisor, Rabbi Yehiel, came blowing in a few moments later. He is possibly one of the kindest, most jolly men I have ever met in my life. That's him on the left (I stole the photo from BBC News online). The minute we came in he started pumping me full of information about the organization, what they do, the problems they face, etc., and trying to figure out what I wanted out of working there. But before I could say a word, he was like - well, we have a meeting to get to.... and off we went.

As we were getting ready to run out the door, we were told to wait by the executive director, Rabbi Arik Ascherman. Arik is a tall, striking man, with a full beard and curly hair topped by his kippah. He kind of looks like all of our pictures of Jesus. (Is that offensive? I hope not. I mean it in truly the best way possible.)
We all jumped into Arik's car, and the two men chattered away about the topic of our meeting and fielded phone calls right and left.. and in between asked me about my background.

The meeting topic, I soon discovered, was about a Palestinian woman whose home had been seized by the government.

I'm still not clear on all of the details, but the rough idea is that the government came into her house in the night and told her and her family to get out, that the house belonged to Jewish settlers. I don't know how long she had lived there, but I think it had been a long time. There was an especially tragic twist to the story because the trauma of being evicted caused her husband to have a heart attack and he passed away. She is now living in a tent provided by the Red Cross. However, government officials have tried to take her tent about 3 or 4 times, and her situation is precarious. RHR is involved to make sure that all of her rights are being protected and that she has good legal representation, etc.

The meeting - was in her tent.

As we drove up, I kept thinking - wow, I am seriously here?

It is a white plastic structure held up by metal bars. Carpet (I assume from her home) had been brought in to lay over the gravel floor, and blankets had been hung to separate a sleeping area from a living area. There was a iron barrel in the middle of the living area with a small fire burning in it to keep us all warm (it was cold and rainy today). Plastic chairs and a couple of old sofas had been brought in to accommodate all of the visitors. There were about 15 or 20 people all crammed in the tent - representatives from various Human Rights and legal NGOs, a few other families who were also in danger of their homes being taken, and so on. After greetings, the meeting commensed.. in a mixture of Arabic, Hebrew and English, and I was handed a small plastic cup of VERY strong coffee. The woman spoke first, giving an emotional monologue about her situation (of course, I understood none of the words, but I certainly understood the point) - and then Arik began trying to set up an agenda for what they were going to talk about.

I was literally in awe at this point, I couldn't believe I was in Jerusalem, sitting in a Palestinian woman's tent, discussing what to do about the dispossession of her home.

Oh - but that was SO FAR from the end...

Within literally less than 10 minutes, several people's phones began to ring. At first, I didn't think anything of it - but as soon as someone's phone would ring, they would jump up and urgently walk out of the tent. After a couple of minutes of this, not many people were left, and everyone was mumbling (of course in languages I don't understand - this is why I SWORE to myself I would learn the language before I went to a country... oops). I kept catching words like.. school... children... injured.

Soon enough, I got the whole story and we too were storming out of the tent.

While we were meeting, and UN-run Palestian girl's school had collapsed, injuring 7 girls. The rumor was that the collapse had been caused by illegal excavation by a right-wing Jewish group under the school.

We left the woman and her tent and jumped back into the car and drove madly toward the school. When we got near the Old City, traffic was already backed up nearly a kilometer with ambulences, fire trucks, UN vehicles, and journalists. Arik had Yehiel, myself and the other girl with us jump out of the car and run towards the school to try and get there more quickly.

So we did - well, mine was more of a skip/limp/run... but it worked.

When we got there, it was chaos, people crowding, women crying, children still streaming out of the school, ambulences carrying off the injured, journalists fighting to get interviews, videos and pictures, UN personell running everywhere, and the police vainly trying to control the situation with red plastic tape. Palestinian men and women were pushing towards the scene, many of the them VERY upset and yelling at the UN officials and such - 'This is the Jews fault!'

From the outside, it was hard to tell what had happened - all we could see was a lot of people crowding and the sign on the school building.

There wasn't a lot we could do, since there were so many people it was almost impossible to get inside and see what had gone down. Soon the mayor was on the scene making a statement.
My picture isn't very good, but he is the man that the camera is point at on the left.

There were all sorts of unhappy people including a very emotional woman who was yelling at all of the video cameras around about the wickedness of the excavationers in excavating directly under so many of their homes and schools. She is the one below in the white scarf with her hand in the air. I was utterly amazed at how quickly the whole situation had become completely politically charged. Government officials right and left were making hard and fast statements about how it was NOT caused by excavations, while Palestinians all over were full on blaming the government and the Jewish population in general for causing all of it.

After about half an hour, Arik finally made it to us, and he was somehow able to get us all inside the school compound. The scene inside was even more chaotic than outside - there were SO many journalists all trying to get photographs of the scene, to show one way or the other what had happened. You can see in the picture below all of them vying for a shot of the classroom that had collapsed. By this point, we had learned the the floor of the classroom had just completely caved in, causing all of the havoc.

I stood in the school yard for a long time, watching the scene while Yehiel and Arik tried to get an idea of what had happened. The interaction between the UN officials and the Palestinians was incredibly interesting and charged.

After talking to a LOT of people, Yehiel directed us out of the scene and around the back of the compound. At this point, it was unclear what had caused the collapse, and there was a good chance that it could have been caused by simply bad architecture or natural geologic shifts. We went around the back of he compound, though, to check to see if there had been any excavating going on.
What we saw was this ---------------------------->
A freshly cemented gaping hole in the side of the school (it is set on a slope, so it was into the underground, if that makes sense.) When put in perspective of where the classroom lays, the cemented over hole is directly below the floor of the classroom. No conclusions could be made at that point, but it was certainly clear that they needed to figure out what that hole was all about.

After that discovery and a lot more talking to people, we were once again off - to another meeting.

This one was less exciting as I had to sit out on it - I was a bit relieved, however - it had been quite the whirlwind. While everyone was in the meeting, someone brought in new photographs from the school scene. Underneat the rubble from the collapse, excavating and digging equipment had been found, essentially proof that the illegal excavating had been going on. This was incredibly exciting as it meant that with all of the exposure from the collapse (and the fact that THANKFULLY, only a few were injured, hopefully not badly) that now, finally the government would be forced to stop the illegal excavations taking place. Hopefully. But that's all for tomorrow.

By this point, it was after 4 and Arik and Yehiel were headed off. I parted ways from them.

Just all a day in the office, right?

Friday, January 30, 2009

Museum on the Seam


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Today, my program took us to the 'Museum On the Seam'. It is in an old home that belonged/belongs to a Palestinian family. It was taken over by the Israeli army in the 1948 war, and because of its unique 'on the seam' location, it was used for years as a military lookout. From the windows on the top floor, you look right over the border that runs down the city of Jerusalem that used to divide West Jerusalem/Israel from East Jersalem/Jordan. Since 1967, East Jersalem has been annexed by Israel and is considered by the Israeli government to be a part of Israel. Next door, 'project' housing was put up by the Israeli government for immigrant Jews from Eastern Europe. It was controversial because (among other things) many of those immigrants felt that they were made into human sheilds by being placed in housing directly on the border between warring nations. Phew.

ANYWAY, the exhibit that was there today is called Heart Quake. You can click on the link to read more about it, but the general idea of most of the art is to get a dialogue happening about the effects of conflict on society and the individual. Many of the pieces were powerful.

Three that stood out to me the most:

It was me/Diary - this piece was a giant wall mural that looks like a diary. Each of the entries was written in the frist person:
"This work is a unique diary created by Daniela Comani. Curator Inke Arns notes that 365 journal entries, written in the first person, report important events that occurred in the twentieth century. The fictitious narrator signs the agreement for dismantlement of the Warsaw Pact on March 31, is killed on June 2 by police bullets during a demonstration in East Berlin, blocks the path of a tank on Tienamen Square in Beijing two days later, and assaults a Vietnamese trader on the streets of Hoyerswerda in Germany on September 17. Comani has written a diary of the twentieth century as though all the events depicted happened to her. From one day to the next, from one report to the next, she is first a passive witness, then a political activist, later - a victim, and then again goes on to commit crimes. Thus she seems to instigate these historic events."
Beach, 2006 -
This piece was by far the most powerful to me, mainly because before I came to Jerusalem, the conflict in Gaza was SO heavily on my heart and mind - and then when I moved here, I couldn't see signs of it ANYWHERE - life just seemed to be going on as normal.. This piece really spoke to me about that phenomenon and its lack of reality:

"Guli Silberstein’s work presents a personal report in the form of an unfocused television broadcast; a stream of images progressively speeding up, portraying a family on a Tel Aviv beach, near to a video work showing a little girl running frantically along a Gaza beach under bombardment, a mere 100 km. away. The work depicts a reality wherein tranquility is transformed momentarily into terror, and the possibilities of the real and the repressed pose questions simultaneously conceptual, existential and moral.

Paradoxically, the observer is drawn to the blurred images, and the more they blur, the greater the sense of confusion and dread over what goes on between Tel Aviv and Gaza, between the flickering narrative and his tempestuous imagination. Silberstein’s cinematic language, the deliberate disorder injected into the development of the action, fills us with a growing sense of danger and dread."


Thursday, January 29, 2009

so that was fast...

Today is my last day of class for this quarter - whoa.
One course was on the Israeli/Palestinian conflict - mainly from a narrative or historical perspecitve.
The other was an International Human Rights Law course, with specific focus on Israeli case law.
We've had class every day for the last two weeks, from 9:30am - 4pm (one class in the morning, the other in the afternoon).. so its been jam packed. I have learned SO much in such a short time, but I still have so many questions!

That went by in a blur...

My internship starts on Sunday, but there has been a change of plans...
First I supposed to be with Bat Shalom, a women's peace-building organization (which I was super exctied about), but due to financial problems and the fact that they just had to shut down their office and move to a new location... I was moved to the Jerusalem Rape Crisis Center... but then, in an effort to work with an organization more specifically focused on the Israeli/Palestinian conflict, I was moved to.................

Rabbis for Human Rights.

I have absolutely no idea what to expect, what I will be doing, or who I will be working with (well, I can take a wild guess..) But just the same, I am incredibly excited for the experience and can't wait to get started.

Friday, January 23, 2009

Talia's Birthday!

Meet Talia, the amazing coordinator of our program. Whenever I am quoting facts, it is probably because I heard them from her. In the background is Danny, the Director of the Minerva Center for Human Rights. They are the ones who in conjunction with our home University, created this program, organized everything, and have taken care of us down to our very bedding.

Last week was Talia's birthday, so we took a quick break from class to celebrate. Happy Brithday!

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Tragedy and Hope

In a few hours I will once again be on a flight headed over the Atlantic ocean, but this time, my destination will be Jerusalem.

There is a war going on, yes. It has certainly been on my mind and heart constantly. Many have asked me if I am still going, and the answer is yes. I am also asked continually if I am afraid - I am not afraid. If I were afraid, I would think twice about going, because I don't ever want to live in fear. I believe very much in what I am going to learn about and work for, and that is what I am focused on. I don't think I could learn the things that I am going to learn anywhere else, and the fact that the conflict is raging even at the moment proves that much is needed to be understood. I believe that what is going on in Israel and Palestine is the heart of what is going on in the entire world. I feel enormously blessed to have the chance to learn about it first hand, and even more to have the chance to begin to work for peace. Moreover, events over the last few days have put much into perspective.

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A few days ago, the members of the Jerusalem program had a meeting to discuss last minute logistics and safety concerns.

However, instead we received devastating news. The night before, one of the members of our program, Lauren Johnson, had passed away unexpectedly in her home in Denver. She was 22. Her death was a shock to everyone.

Yesterday I attended her memorial service. Though it was heartbreaking to mourn the fact that her life was cut so tragically short, I was utterly moved by the stories of her life and passions. Her passion was human rights, and there was evidence all over that she lived out her beliefs in every aspect of her life. Many of her loved ones told us how deeply excited she was to have the chance to go to Jerusalem and to work towards achieving the right to life and dignity for every person there, and to promote non-violence.

It is in her memory and to her legacy that I think all of us will dedicate our time and work there, and pray that in some way, that knowledge can be a comfort to her family and friends.

Her untimely death is also a reminder that we never know how much time we have. To me, it is a poignant reminder that each moment I have is a gift and each movement I take should be conscious and deliberate.

It is with this on my heart that I prepare to leave in a few hours for a country at war, yes - but also a place where the potential for change and reconciliation could literally change the entire world.